Well hi right back atcha
I’m heading up to Naples today. Thank God I have a call with my sponsor tonight. I’ve been regurgitating ugly for days now. I feel as if my spirit has been broken, like with the Convention, but maybe what’s really happening is I’m getting clear on what feeds me and what doesn’t. Just cuz I’m good at something doesn’t mean I get pleasure out of doing it. And that’s so true for a number of different things in my world. I’m really feeling like this could be my last Convention but that makes me feel sad, so maybe it isn’t. We shall see.
I’ve done two nights without eating crap. Yea team. Again though, Lee has been adorable and that makes a big difference. And actually, when I got home from work yesterday, a number of drinking buddies were with Lee and dinner wasn’t done. Member last time that happened I was fit to be tied and we had a pretty tough blow up. Ok, yesterday, same exact scenerio on the outside, but I was totally different. Inside I was like, just cook the fries and then do the burgers Lis,were ok. So I started cooking the fries and before they were done Lee had booted out the gang and began cooking the burgers on the grill. We went onto have another lovely evening. And I mean lovely. He kept being honest to God nice to me to the point it was kinda freaking me out. Like, what the hell are you cooking now?? Are you being serious or what. Bless my heart, I’m still looking for the slap. I’m surely willing to release that crappola right hear and right now.
I did my second session of holosync last night. I’d asked to wake up by six so,when I woke up I just grabbed the laptop and headphones. Turns out it was 4:30 but that’s ok. I just did the half hour session and went back to sleep. I ordered a set of headphones for the office so I can play one of the tracks while I’m working when I’m not interacting with customers.
Well Missie, I’ve got a hot date with a cup of coffee and my honey so I’ll close for now. Have a super duper day and know you are dearly loved. All my love, Lis