Lord, I notice I was anxious, impatient and angry yesterday as I updated our finances, brought our bills up to date, and TRIED to do our taxes – but had misplaced my W2??? I felt anger, frustration and fear. Anxious like it was taking too long. I have all this delicious stuff I could be doing and I’m having to dissect vomit by doing my own personal finances.
Dear Lord, for I give it up to God my viewing my own personal finances as vomit. Geeze. Why would I ever in a million years want More Money if I view it as vomit! Oh, geeze all over the place!
I’ve been treating My Money as not good enough, a bother, a pain in the ass, bad… I see my little one standing there all alone hurting and scared; everybody’s mad at her, nobody likes her; nobody wants her around… I’ve been treating My Money that way since before I was born. Thank You Lord I truly am so sorry.
In the darkest dark is the brightest light. I want My Money to be the most exciting, delicious Marilyn Monroe vivacious lusciousness this amazing world has ever seen! And it’s not Marilyn Monroe who’s in my mind and heart – just her sparkle. She was a lovely lady. Yes. And the masses adored her. Yes. And she’s safe Lis. You can let your amazing All-woman Marilyn Monroefull self take on Your Finances. Because, We both know that beyond that worldly persona is an amazing, beautiful, exquisitely smart, beyond capable, enriched, lovely lovely soul masquerading as You. And the band played on.
Huge hugs to you all!! Lis